I let the rain drench me as my being cries,
The cold drops instead of the warm stream from my eyes,
Numb me universe from the pain I feel,
Surround me in cold so that I do not remember your warmth.
My heart wants to sway to the thunder,
Wishing the lightning strikes and ignite the embers within deeper,
Letting out an invisible sigh into the universe,
Praying God would hear me amongst the angst of my curse,
The only warm companion is the cigarette on my lips,
Should I let it be until it burns them to crisp?